On this endless stretch of battered pavement
Watch me waver
I who calls upon my neighbors
Comfort, guidance, labor
A fingertip dipped to simply taste and savor
Remind my mind to remind me to remind my mind to remind me
(Remind me to remind my mind to remind me to remind my mind)
Wake up on the floor for once
With no movement but forced thought
I'm blacking out
Watch my body lose its balance
Fall for eons
Seeking solace in self forgiveness as the glass hits
Here I am conscious
Watching what my habits have wrought
I broke my heirloom
Single precious object
No more is there such permanence
Materials make and break again
I scoop the pieces of this thing I love amidst the drauger's blood and say damn you fool look what you've done
I broke my hope and kicked my crutches aside
Faced the roaring tide and screamed I do not act but do not fear you
All you think I lack is pridei
All I truly lack is guidance
All I truly am is guidance
You judge with closed eyelids
Without mine closed most nights I can't survive this
Watch him lift all souls and divide up even amounts of kindness
Despite how blind
He trusts that love is never a denied gift
Yet here I sit
Higher than those with more privilege
Watching you and yours try to revive dead experiments while I add multipliers to my experience
And I tap the mic twice to make sure you're still hearing this
Are you still here?
Are you still in this?
Are you still with us?
Are you still hearing this?
Are you still in this with us?
released June 30, 2017
Produced, recorded, mixed, & mastered by Tsoya Malsoon.
Lyrics written & performed by cunabear.